A Thousand Words..!!!

I hold a thousand words...
that i wish to say.
I hold a thousand words
of my success and my decay.

I hold a thousand words...
that are still unsaid and unrolled.
I hold a thousand words
that will never be told.

I hold a thousand words
fueling the fire of my rage.
I hold a thousand words
within the barriers of my own cage.

I hold a thousand words...
which i want you to feel.
I hold a thousand words
whose wounds are yet to heal.

I hold a thousand words...
of things broken, needing repair.
I hold a thousand words
of our fights and dispair.

I hold a thousand words...
of my staggering pain and complain.
I hold a thousand words
that shed in tears while standing in rain.

I hold a thousand words
because i love the reason of my pain.
I am happy being sad with you.
being happy without you, I see no gain.

I hold a thousand words
and will hold thousands and thousands more
Because of this unending Love
that is carved in your name
within my heart’s core.

Crying Heart

Iss Mann ki vedna.. samajh saka na koye
Ki jab tak aankhe aansu se na roye

Aansu b sukhe...sukh sare sab khoye
Ab mann vyakul sochata... ye peer vyaktt kaha se hoye..!!

Andar bhare sari vyathaa..
Sanso ka bojhh dhoye...
Zinda rahe to suniyo na ek..
Ab jo mare to kahe sab roye..!!!...

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Lost and Found..!!!

When I feel lost....  it asks, do you have a reason to be found ?

Drifting away in the air, i see the fading ground.
I made a wish to sore high in the sky... but instead, i am caged and bound 

When I feel lost....  it asks, do you have a reason to be found ?

Confined within my failures, i keep looking around
Searching in sanity for your cathartic sound

When I feel lost....  it asks ,do you have a reason to be found ?

Before, i lived in darkness, but now I breathe in light all around
You found me, turned all my mourning into rhyming sounds

When i feel lost... 'My Will' asks do you have a reason to be found ?

And i say there are some... who need me around
Sinking, in thy broken dreams, wants and lost grounds,
Are to be saved before being drowned...

My Will , with my reason, somehow astound ...
Smiles and  says you are no more lost...
You are Found.. You are Found .. You are Found !!!

That Rain...!!!

And i stand there, with open arms , holding the head high,watching the sky

with my closed eyes.

Every drop that i embrace, breaks a bondage inside my confined space.

Slowly n steadily, as i get soaked in rain, Ocean of emotion starts to drain.

And suddenly i am free,

Free of dreams and desperations, even my current aspiration.

As if no strings attached, every feeling and fear detached.

All that is left is a cleansed space behind my closed eyes and the sound of rain,

Quenching the thirsty and curing the pain.

And i open my eyes realizing the goal... 

I was standing to wet the body and it washed my Soul..!!!